Dumb instagram pixz
And whatever i’m watching on tv since I never leave the house.
He’s going to turn fucking five in three months! Oh my! And start school! So I did a photoset for Throwback Thursday and it reminded me of how long it’s been since I entered the world of being Isaac’s mom. I feel old. Being a mom’s hard. Being a young mom’s hard. Being a teen mom’s hard. Being a parent’s hard. But it’s so fucking rewarding. I love this kid more than anything and he’s always there to shove his shoulder in my eye socket when I cry and give me bear hugs when i’m down. And to laugh and smile with when the good times come around. He’s my second player! He misses me when i’m not around and makes those weird little kid efforts to make me feel appreciated. He’s my rock! I went to a good school for him and
finally got a good job to support us in a few months! He’s my best friend and my motivation. Overall, he’s the fucking bomb. We can’t wait for him to start school and his own little social life. It’s a reminder that babies grow up and become their own people. We’ve gone through a lot but having him around to swap secrets and make hideous sock puppets is rad. I love being a mom even though seeing him grow up makes me sad sometimes
My genes made me short stout and kind of weird looking but at least I have fairly fast growing hair.
And if it makes you less sad, we’ll start talking again.
You can tell me how vile I already know that I am
I just realized I could stop the glare from my window and take pictures at the same time with my keyboard.
I feel powerful.
And super sick! Off to buy more medicine before I die!
I’m in desperate need of popsicles and forehead kisses.
But mostly popsicles. And a doctor.